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Groustiiique

2009-06-01T23:44:00.000-07:00

GROUSTIIQUE♥

A heart that carries so many burdens.
-she bears with them
She know's he's a bad guy
-yet she still embraces him and love him
They all say that she's perfect with beauty and character
-wrong
She has a dark secret
-That. they're right.
-She hear voices, She see's things no one else can see
-Gruesome and Pleasant.
Her family say its a gift
-the fuck with it
Some say its a curse

-The fuck with it
Something's after her
-She knows it.

-And she's ready.

Preface of,
grostiique♥
Part 1 soon to come

fuckiing noobiies

2009-05-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

on the 25th of May 2009
daniel, mughiiland,jia jun and chi wen all challenged me to play cso
ok lohh..
i got 5 accs
3- 1 diamon
1- 1 flower
1- 3 v
so i decided to use my 3v lvl to kill incase if i die . ranking goes down

but whewwwww..
played with them ..
Daniel used Yapsukmin a 2 diamond.
which he hacked
and he lost to me in 5 games
i killed him about 25+ times. he killed me 3-4 times nia.
everytime i kill him
he relog and renew his stats..
lameee
when i use m134. he oso use.
ok la.. i kept pawning him man
then no ammunition
i used double eagle pistol kill him
he oso beh song
use bzk
use bzk oso die =0=
lame...
jia jun died by my double eagle. and mughiland too.
suen chhen isit?
tat guy sniping pro :D
woots

daniel then go exaggerate say that i tried to run from him.. yeah rights
many witnesses la fucker.. :D

boy lose to girll
nothing wrong de lah
just this daniel sot nia
dun want admit
still talk many crap =3=''

lame lame lame
oni today they all admit defeat
mughiland n jia jun them all admit lo..
so humble :D

daniel,
its not about lvl.
its about skills
learn la. sohai

noob in game. dun talk lanc ly

alert♥

2009-05-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

Swine flu
a.k.a H1 N1
pork flu
all the pigs are smiling everyone
sad:(
no babi to makan nia
first is chicken flu,
cow flu
then now pork
next is what nia? =0=
fish flu..
omfg

remember.
don't eat too much Mc'Donald's either
if not you'll end up like this
lil babe.

so long, goodbye.

2009-05-19T00:31:00.001-07:00

••••••••
to the pain i have now.
••••••••

enough pls.
what the fuck you all want from me.
i've had enough to deal with at home.
i'm not even in a good healthy condition
im getting sick and weaker.
this is
my life.
my business ,
so just mind your own.
i can't even Fucking smile.
now all i think of is closing my eyes and ignoring
THIS BULLSHIT!

money face :D

2009-05-18T01:56:00.000-07:00

OMG MONEY FACES.
iim your number 1 fan
☻

Malaysiiia BOLEH

biibubiibubiibuu♥

2009-05-18T01:51:00.000-07:00

ini orang bodoh.
binoculars didnt open
how to spy
this is considered
CONFIRM MATI

one reason you boys should be grateful:D

conғiide4{♥}

2009-05-18T01:10:00.000-07:00

♥
A STORY
THE LAST CHAPTER

Matt

its been three months now.
i still feel her with me. but its been so long since she's been gone. i miss her. he smiled. he reached into his denim jeans pocket and pulled out an envelope directed to

Matt from Leah

as instructed by lean's letter.

he reached for the seal, halt. its too painful to read. she's gone, yet i must read what her heart once written for me. He opened the envelope containing words written from sarah.

To Matt♥
my friend
my bestfriend
my brother
my lover.
by the time you received this letter,
i will be gone somewhere far,
but forever near your heart
i am sorry that i didn't tell you about my condition before
it was just because i didn't want you to get all worked up,
worried and upset.
you were always there for me
through thick and thin.
you were always there lending me an ear.
there was always a shoulder to cry on
and most of all
a hand to hold
u filled my heart up
you and lean were the reason why i lived for another three months
the reason which kept my heart pumping
but sooner or later.
my heart will fail me.
incase i don't tell you this on time.
i just want to let you know
i fell in love with you
the moment we were friends
you were my missing piece
i love you
my love,
my heart, i give to you
Forever with you.
need not shed tears my love.
smile for me
i'm sorry.

Please take care of Lean for me.
and one more thing. i left something for you.
Still remember that secret garden we would always hang around when our moods are down?
look inside the one of the tree trunks. : )

goodbye matt
not forever.
♥

Love,
Leah

a tear trickled down his cheeks. he smiled and laughed. "leah, silly girl, i miss you already.i will take care of Lean i can promise you that." He brushed his tears away and smiled. i love you too.
He then remembered what Leah said. that she had something for him. He went to the secret garden.

He laughed. I remember this place. so many memories, so much happy moments. Me and leah would always come by here and share our secrets, our moments its like our sanctuary. He went in and started scavenging through the tree trunks. In one of them, he caught hold of a small heavy metal box. he pulled it out. He sat down on the fresh green grass. tracing the patterns engraved on the box till he came to the engravement below the box with the letter M♥L.
he opened the silver box inside containing a necklace and some photos. He held it up and stared at it,finding it had a picture of him and leah together. he smiles. he put it on and looked again. wasn't this our childhood pictures. she still kept them. hahaha i remembered this one when we smeared ice cream in each others faces, the other one where we sat down near the sea during summer and watched the sunset. it all seems like its flying by filling me back with happy memories.
he turned the picture around. to see leah's handwritten words.

LEAH♥

Smile with these happy memories
never forget them.
The necklace
in our world.
there is our happy place.
Smile for me my boy
i love you

Matt♥
For you
my smile shall never fade
for you
my laughter shall never die
For you
my love will be endless
For you
my heart i give.

THE END

that the ending of the story
sorry if it was crappy
written it when i wasn't in the mood
but had the mood to continue.
LAWLS!!
:D
more stories to come i guess.

i lost my smile{x}

2009-05-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

haizz.
got screwed so bad by mum
for a reason which im so dulan i lazy tell oso
today everyone keep asking me why i look so lifeless not happy. look so dead n tired
well.sorry for the vulgarities
as im pratically not in a good mood these few days
there are 10 FUCKING REASONS
for the questions your wondering.
but not in detail.

1. sick of life
2. im really sick =.=
3. got screwed by mum
4.exams. fuck u laaaa
5. phone mum keep zz
6. no freedom. absolutely NO FREEDOM.
7. i have a fcked up life
8. i made eileen in trouble - sorry
9. i fcking hate u - a certain smeone-
10. i just lost my Smile

RAWR♥

2009-05-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

sorry for the inconvenience
i won't be putting up chat box.
BECAUSE some ppl i dunno who
so like to fcking spam in there.
spam crap again
sorry :D
if can
i would be happy
if any of u stop by leaving comments on any of the post
or link me :D
♥

biibubiibu♥

2009-05-15T01:45:00.001-07:00

Tiang 15 located at Midvalley
don't look at the car or the lady. look at the tiang 15.
can see?:D
Click the picture for a better view

boy:
im the CHICK LET ME HAVE IT FIRST
look lady. i am the MAN.
i have the BALLS
UP AND DOWN
now let me HAVE MY TURN WITH THE PEN DAMMIT!

Girl:
you got balls nia. you got the stick mou?
>:D waahhaa. ur face oso not leng hengz~

face exchange.
who fits who?:D
i think both oso SHUAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIi
wootss

Damn☻
that old dude is so lucky still got leng zai want kao him

Fuiiyo
perfect match :D

pic1:
boy: look what look? i use my chopstick kill you
girl: fuiiyo. i want his chicken wings

pic2:
girl: aiiyer.. got hair in my food
boy: hengz. so what. u so fat no nit eat already lar. complain wat

pic 1:
boy:smiles
girl: yeah so sexy

pic2:
girl: my hair so shiny so round. touch me :D
boy: i pose like this ok mou?:S
i know im hot.kiss me =3=''

conғiide3{♥}

2009-05-15T00:15:00.000-07:00

"leeeeeeeeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"Lean screamed. Her heart pounding ,startled she got off her bed and rushed toward her sisters screams. When she reached she halted at her little sister's doorway and saw her face as white as a sheet while Lean stood there looking out the window crying, pointing."m-muh-muhhmy". It was 2 am in the morning and it was still dark.
Through the window, Leah saw her mum screaming,crying while on the other hand. her Dad. Back home drunk as usual thoughtlessly Beating her mum. Leah stammered and whispered,"Leannie baby, do what sissy tells you to and go to you room. take Teddy here with you and lock the door close your ears and think happy stuffs ok?"Whispers Leah then she quickly reached in her pocket and took out her cell phone"whatever happens Call Mattie ok?"she smiled plants a kiss on her forehead and ran out of the house towards the inseperable Mishaps that were fighting. *heavy breathing* i'm not sure whether i can stand this fight for tonight. My heart. i Pray please don't fail me.-its already been 2 months and 29 days . Leah pushed her dad back and hug her mum close by Taking in all the beatings. She didn't cry. She didn't smile. She just laid there stoned, "mummy get in the house now. Go" Leah smiled and ushured her mum in.

I turned and looked at my dad. i was thinking, my dad? the one that always led us a happy life; his smile,the smile that kept this family together where has it gone? where is my dad. What happened. Lost in thoughts. NO! he is now Thoughtless, inhuman doesn't have a heart . Today i lost you,daddy."WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? what happened daddy? wait. No, you were never my father ever since u lost your smile. " Growled leah. "my oh my, daddy's little girl. Have you forgotten me? Bruises and scars are my way of showing love to you all" sneers her dad. "Don't call me your little girl you are inhuman. i lost y- no, You lost us. Now get lost, your face doesn't only bring shame to our family, THIS family, we have suffered enough, MUM HAS, what about leannie? She's still small, why can't you and mum let her experience the Fun and happiness that i had when i was at this age? WHY ARE YOU SO THOUGHTLESS.my dad once made us feel special. now he only made us feel unworthy and useless.i fucking hate you DAD. "Leah Spat back.
Leah turned her back on him. Furios and burning with rage , Leah's dad fumbled along the grass looking for a certain object. Then he grabs a nearby bat , raised it.......

''SISSY NO!!''screamed lean with tears flowing continuosly down her cheeks. stained with dry ones. wet with fresh tears.
i turned around to see my dad raising the stick, turned back to the window where lean was crying and saying no, no , no i just smiled and shook my head, mouthed out Forever with you.N.E.V.E.R leaving you.

Leah's dad raised the bat and Heaved it down and started pummeling Leah up furious with the rage burning up in his heart. Furious with the words that started igniting his fire and hate. Leah fought back the pain. As the dad brought the bat back up, ready to strike one last time on leah , She closed her eyes.

i can't move, i'm numb all over. the pain's eating up my heart. it's failing me soon. im sorry lean just remember this, sissy will always be with you, don't forget the key, what i told you . remember to pass on my words to mattie . She smiled.

The Father brought down the bat
i'm ready. she held her breath. but she felt nothing
She opened her eyes to see Matt holding back the bat fending her. a minute later after his arrival. the police force came by. arresting Leah's Dad for child abuse.

i opened my eyes. i was smiling, but my face was wet. Why?i couldn't move. I gathered up the strength and whisphered out,"Thank you Matt".
"don't fail me now Leah. Why were you such an idiot?why did you keep me out of this? stay with me ok?"Tears flowing down his cheeks.
i was smiling. he was so cute. i love him so much. My vision started blurring
"i-lurve y-ou Mattie,take c-care of leanne for me.Love her like you loved me" i blurred the words out. "now don't you go saying that now, stay with me please, i need you, Lean needs you."
i passed out with a smile on my face.
the last words i heard was.

"my heart,i give to you"

AT THE HOSPITAL

it was all a blur as i flickered my eyes. white lights, white people, people rushing , wires, tubes pulses doctors. no, i can't die yet. not now. not today, i panicked and my pulse rate increased rapidly."Doctor,Her pulse rates gone up, should we?"no, NO!. LEAN i mouthed Where's LEAN i tried to scream but oni a hoarse voice came out. i started crying. she's alone out there. no, Mattie's with her. Wait for me lil sister. sissy's not gonna leave you. With that Leah closed her eyes as the doctors injected the sleep serum into her veins.

****

"is sissy going to be alright?"lean asked mattie with her tear stained face."she's going to be just all right you know your sister, she's strong, Strong alright and now," he said as he brushed Lean's Tears away,"Leah wouldn't be too happy seeing you cry now won't she?" Leah Brushed herself up and sniffled"Yeah" and forced a smile.

****
5hours later
****

a doctor came out to tell them the news. Matt was worried and Heartbroken by Leah's Condition when he got there. he knew the news they were going to give won't be so pleasant. The doctor shook his head kept quiet telling matt that she won't stand longer than 15 minutes as she had suffered heart failures and other critical conditions which weren't able to be recovered and lead them both to the surgery room where she was removed and placed her on a bed. Matt heard all this at one go. His heart nearly skipping a beat. his fist tightened with a total heartbreaker , and furious with rage thinking why of all people the target had to be LEAH.

****
entering the room
****

as the doctor lead them in to the room. mattie and Lean came in hand in hand. The doctor with great grief sighed and closed the door behind them. Leaving those three to have their last conversation together. They both stood there looking at Leah. Nearly looking as half as dead. pale. weak and lifeless . But they still saw her smile and her hands, weak but gesturing them to come forward.

LEAH
i saw them, they were shock as they took in the news. i know this was bad. i didn't want this. i smiled and we shared our last conversation together

Matt
i saw her, she looked pale and lifeless, but yet so gracefully pretty she still forces a smile. why of all people she was the target. i don't want this.

Leah told Lean that everything is going to be alright. That from today onwards leah will always be right next to her, to her heart, watching over her embracing her loving her everysingle day till the time comes when they can unite again. Leah brought her hand up brushing away lean's tears shook her head telling her not to cry, but to carry on smiling that pushes everyone's worries away and remember what Leah had told her . Lean nodded, hugging her teddy close by and forced a smile. Lean leaned in and planted the last kiss she will ever give to her sister on her cheeks, hugged her and whisphered in leah's ear,"you promised,N.E.V.E.R" and they pinky promised the last time. They both smiled. Leah mouthed -i love you-

As it was Matts turn to talk with Leah. He Hunged his head down. not wanting to look at leah. it hurt him so much. Leah held his hand and said sorry that she couldn't tell him. she couldn't bear seeing him or lean hurt. She didn't want them to see this coming. Leah told matt. To take care of lean for her. love Lean like he Loved her, telling Matt that she loved him and forever will be with him till the end. He held her hands. saying nothing. Laid his face near hers , warm tears streaming down his cheeks. Alongside, Leah cried too.
*beep* Beep* - -*Beep*Beep*- -*beep* Beep* - -*Beep*Beep*-

*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppppp*

She closed her eyes. and mouthed i love you. as the last beep went off for the heart rate machine.
Matt's fist Tightened. He shook her saying don't leave her. He was upset. His Heart as heavy as an anchor. but he remembered Leah's words. He forced a smile and answered back. Forever will i love you too.

Leah

i closed my eyes.
and count one heart.two people. three words.
i love you
♥

part 4 coming up.
telling something about what happened to them
3-4 months later
:D hope you enjoy.
just a story i wrote
when i was REALLLLLLLy bored
Thankiew:3

♥

2009-05-14T23:03:00.000-07:00

!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!

Felt so weird. its been so long
. yet my heart still silenlty embraces and love you.
Why??
this feeling got me so mixed up its driving me insane.
i need you
badly

!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!
what kind of drug are you
the one i cant give up
even without me knowing
i keep yearning for you
and eventually look for you again

☻☻! ☻☻
☻☻☻☻☻
☻☻☻
☻

cabal Chronicles.

2009-05-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

Refined
+7 Eq
+8 EOF
Mooghilan - Daniel Kho.
NOOBS.
other games so noob still want lanc.
low lvl nvm, but skills n technique so lame,
My grandma Better than u !

Cappella VS Procyon
Local Vs Other Nation
me: owning:D

Lvl 200.Top 10 ForceBlader.
Tiiera Glorrisa Battle Mode.

conғiide2{♥}

2009-05-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

♥
A STORY
CONTINUATION

1 1/2 months later
Leah sat at the park. Alongside with her Bestfriend,Ethan.
its been two months now, everything is the same, the beatings the screams the arguements the scars the bruises..my condition which was rapidly increasing in critical state.Breathes in and Sighs.
My heart is taking more than it can take.i ignored all the pain, the side effects but my smile gotten bigger and bigger.Remember in everyone's life there is always a friend? well yeahs.In mine his name was Ethan.He was my bestfriend.My brother.My everything. He was always there for me. in times of need . wherever and whenever. He glanced over and pulled her face up that it was face to face.
"whats wrong babe?" Ethan asked with a worried look.
"nothing's up Ethan why'd you ask?" Leah smiled .
"you know what up. Don't tell me nothing's up. Because behind every little lie. Lies the truth. Ain't i right?Whatever it is. Don't be afraid to tell me okay?You know i'll always be there for you even if its till the last minute"Ethan said with a faint smile.
Till the last minute.sounds like a word that's so close by. that's going to happen so soon. Nahh..
leah shook her head. I shouldn't think of such silly thoughts.
"thanks Ethan" Leah returned his answer with a grateful smile
She laid his head on his shoulder and both, they watched the blue sky together. The birds soaring freely.

Ethan and Lean. there were the only ones that has been managing my heart together in one piece. but sooner or later, with or without their strength, that very life pulse of my heart will stop soon.i looked at him. i always loved him. as my brother , as my bestfriend, even more
Ethan stares back:she's everything to me, my sister my bestfriend, even more.
together in the same thoughts they both said:but im afraid it'll just ruin our relationship

i want to be free like those birds.Leah raised her hands and pointed at the sky and the birds. Ethan knew what she meant. He took her hand and he mouthed T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R we will.
This feeling. Its not a bird, not a plane, its my heart and its going and gone away. my only weakness is You. My only Reason You. You and her♥ changed my life even if it its not going to last that long. It's definitely worth living through it ....

till the last minute♥

Leah just had so much to tell. Her heart wanting to scream it out. Wanted to share her pain with someone. wanted someone to understand. Pass on her memories.. But not bearing to hurt others than to hurt her. she kept quiet.engulfing today and the day to come's pain.

Inside her HEARTS♥
silently screaming
help me

this distraction, this love she has for him and her is what helped her endures the pain from time to time. The reason she only smiles : )

♥

to be continued
part 3
Asap
:D

conғiide{♥}

2009-05-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

A STORY♥

What can i say. How can i tell them. Should i?No.It would only be a heartbreaker to them all.I think its just best to let the chips fall as they may.Despite her critical condition and her soon to be fate thats making her weaker day by day, Eye vision blurring,Breathing difficulties and constant Faintings "are you ok",everytime this was asked, she smiles a smile that tells you everythings going to be alright, but behind that smile, everyone can tell that its a lie and she isn't at all well.Apart from that her family has difficulties, she gets daily beatings from her dad for protecting her mum and her little sister.in my life. there are only these few things that makes me smile and reject the pain i feel ; my friends,My sister and my bestFriend Ethan

i must stay strong. i must enjoy myself even if its for the next 3 months. i just couldn't let everyone worry. seeing their smiles just brightens up my day. She pulls up her sleeves and traces the scars and bruises with one slim finger.Mum and dad doesn't know about my sickness and critical condition. Yet i can't just let dad abuse mum like that. I love both of them, but why can't they just grow up. Her smile fading into a slight frown. She sat near her bedroom window, tracing her scars and bruises as she had nothing to do, flashback went in and out of her mind. Tears flowing down her cheeks. Then it started drizzling and later it poured heavily.How i wish i was always under the rain. Then i could smile and cry at the same time.Smiles and wipes away the flowing tears. Suddenly her head started pulsing and her vision blurred on and on. She winced in pain.She sat there, Her hands over her head in the corner of her room. inhaling and exhaling to slow down her pulse rate. Why me?Destiny chose my fate?

!♥!♥!♥!♥!♥!

"Leahh, im-ma home fo-rum schewl"
She smiles brightly and ignores the pain and sweeps her little sister off her feet and hugged her.They both laughed. My little sister, One Of the reasons why i have the urge to keep living, For her.She has some trouble pronouncing but she's improving day by day. And she's only five years old.So dear to me yet she's getting harder and harder to grasp. I hugged her close by and smiled and said,"forever with you little Lean,Sissy won't go anywhere from your side".
Lean pushed me away gently and gave me a look saying that You wont go Anywhere right?
Leah shook her head and mouthed the words silently, N.E.V.E.R
then She took her little sister to the park, sat and had an ice-cream cone. They both smiled. I would do anything to keep that smile on your face Lean. I'm sorry.

"hey Lean, sissy wants to give you something now put out your hand"
Lean did as she was told and a silver heart shaped key on a silver necklace was placed in the palm of her small hands
"Remember the birthday present i gave to you Last week?Open it using this key when i'm not around"
"wohkay sissy"Confused little Lean mumbles and fumbles with the pretty silver key.
Leah took the necklace and tied it on Lean's neck, smiles and plants a kiss on Lean's forehead.
"thankiiew sissy, puh-retty".Lean smiles showing a row of shiny small teeth
Keep smiling my little girl.just keep smiling.The smile that gives someone their heartbeat back
by the time they reached home. it was half past nine. She tucked Lean up in bed. and kissed her goodnight after saying their prayers.

!♥!♥!♥!♥!♥!
To be continued.
ASAP

if i'm free :D

♥

2009-05-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

1.The great love i have for you
2.Is gone and i find my dislike for you
3.Grows everyday when i see you
4.I do not even like your face
5.The one thing i want to do
6.Is to is look at other boys.I never wanted to
7.Marry you. Our last conversation
8.was very boring and has not
9.made me look forward to seeing you again
10.you think only of yourself
11.if we were married i know that i would find
12.life very difficult and find no
13.pleasure living with you.I have a heart
14.To give. but its not something that
15.i want to give you. No one is more
16.foolish and selfish as you.You are not
17.able to care for me and help me
18.i sincerely want you to understand that
19.I speak the truth. You will Do me a favour
20. If you think this is the end.Do not
21.Try to answer this.Your letters are full of
22.things that do not interest me. you have no
23.True love for me. Good bye.Believe me
24.i do not care for you please don't think that
25. i am still your lover♥

Read the odd numbers♥

Random{♥}

2009-05-07T01:11:00.000-07:00

i love strawberry milk♥
.
.
Sweets:Chocolates are my Drugs♥
.
.

blood are like my daily health pills♥
. . .
love♥
is the only thing i have closest to magic,
fills up the hole in my heart
helped me find my missing piece
whereas
.
.friends
are like four leafed clovers.
hard to find; lucky to have
and guess what?
I found 3 of them :D
!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!♥♥♥!
today marks the begining
tomorrow marks the end
somewhere in the middle
we became the best of friends
if you ever need a shoulder
if you ever need a friend
just to let you know
i'll always be here for you
till the very end
and if i had one friend left
i want you to know
that i would want it to be someone
just like you
☺

Thanks Sho Phiia Darliing {♥}

2009-05-06T04:26:00.000-07:00

today went in class as in what i posted earlier. then i went over to give shophiia some MARSHMALLOW. then she said. Hold on. Got something for you. i was like ._. ughh.. LoL.
then she took out this green octopus plushie and gave it to me. i was like thank you darling babe♥
then i turned it and saw ITS
BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG BIGGGGG HUGEEEEEEEEEEE WALLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPP EYES...
WHOOOAAAAA.
damn its cute n huge. its also a magnet. then everyone kept playing and pulling at it T.T
nooo.. my poor baby BUGSY D:
jovee kept poking it .. nuuuuuuu :( and yip fung used it as TFK =0= wtffffff...
so whereever i went . i had to carry it with mee...
cant be losing it now can i? :D..
and it soooo cutee.. :D

Thankiieww
Sho phiia Babe♥
Mwarhx
xoxo.
love you :D

alcohol {♥}

2009-05-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

today went up to class and sat down. bored and nothing else to do. i sat next to jovee. like i always do. unzipped my bag and took out a canned fizzy drink. that time i think it was during Pendidikan Moral? -Whatever.i opened it up and start gulping down.about three quarter of the can was emptied right down in me :D
Then Jovee asks: hey let me have a sip. so i let her. after she drank abit. Jovee slapped me , pointed to the can and said: HEY! what did u give me to drink ar? why after i drink my throat so hot and i so dizzy ?..
I grabbed the can and checked the back- AHAH!. it was an alcoholic drink. Jovee said:shit you lar.
So i grabbed it back. I said: sorry Jovee . i didnt know.anddd ermm.. still want drink ar?
Jovee Replies back with a disgusted face: what the?.. don't wanna get drunk in school lar.
I shrugged and said: The heck with you. oni noobs get drunk over a Can of alcoholic drink =.=
didnt care. i continued gulping it down till......Jovee slaps me and seys: OI. LATER U GET DRUNK ARH!. THROW IT AWAY NOW. *sighs*I replied : what the... ok larrrrr ``mummy`` but the taste so nice. . =3='' after that.. when jovee not looking.. i drank a little bit more. then threw it away. xD

psst

. CHEERS TO YOU PN. AZURA.

drank it in your class.
you no respect us. The heck WITH u.
*winks* i bet she drinks alot of alcohol too yeah?..look like got beer belly or as our class calls it
``4-5 months PREGNANT!. LAWLS.

a few minutes later. Jovee *as expected* got dizzy... and so.. i moved my chair further. coz when she gets dizzyyy she gets...CRANKY! well.. she got even much more crankier when Pn .Sabariah came in and start giving us Nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota nota anddddddddddddddd Latihan . cant blame jovee for that. :x

unfortunately, i didnt Get drunk. yeah baby. But i did get Fucking HYPER.!dont get the wrong idea.Drunk or no Drunk. i am normally FUCKING HYPER. so no one saw the difference. so did i.
만족스러워요:D...

woootssssss......... WE ROCK IN THIS CLASS BABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
dammit?.. im already getting hyper.

KFC{♥}

2009-05-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

Today after school, me, audrey, Jovee and Christie decided to head down to kfc and have lunch.
After school. we waited outside to decide how to go. There were two options. Either we walked Or we sit bus. OK. so we decided to wait for the bus =3=''. In between the times. we also wanted to walk whether regretting if the bus came when we were halfway walking. so we continued waiting till the bus came AFTER 30mins. =0=''

DAMMIT HUNGRY!

in the bus. audrey kept bumping me again. aiyayayaya
anyways. when we reached our destination which was

KFC

after ordering our Food
we sat there eating. munching. chewing. and ohhh my gawd. it was messy ? :D
all of a sudden A ``Guy`` pops out and say

HELLO HOW ARE YOU GIRLS TODAY?

i was gonna munch down my food when tat guy scared the BLEEP out of us and i dropped my KENTUCKY

T_T

aiyayayaaa

so the conversation went on ...

Promoter:ni men hao. bu yong pa. wo bu shi Robber lai de. wo shi yao gen ni men mei nu jiang dong xi.Ni men hui cantonese?
Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:Nope
Promoter:chinese?
Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:nope
Promoter:English
Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:yaya
Promoter: ok, you guys just finished school ? afternoon no more already?i just want to show you guys something which is known as p5? heard before?.

Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:nope

Promoter:*takes out bottle of perfume* ok this is a new brand perfume. u guys GUCCI rite?

Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:errr.. *dnno what it meant. but we know Gucci* yeah.

Promoter: ok this perfume is like gucci brand. when we first introduced to customer. they smelled it and they said it was like FALLING IN LOVE.*then he close there pretend smell a Godly smell actually like sohai face ==*You guys wana try?

Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:err.. eating lar =0=''

Promoter: okok , its ok. if you dnt want to try or want to try its ok. i just wanna show u girls

Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey: uh huh..

Promoter: *walks away*

after that. we were sitting near the glass window eating. then we saw tat guy looking for his next victim. then he sat at an old mans table. SIT N TALK nia. no ask whether can sit =0=.
apart from that. why would an old man wanna buy perfume =.=

JOVEE: what an idiot. no wonder our mothers dnt like talking to strangers. They so dumb.

ME: i should of had told him that. My mama no like me talkie to no strangers .

Audrey: yeahh

Christie: promoters.

Jovee/Me/Christie/Audrey:haiizz

after that we headed over to 100 yen and bought ice cream shavings. DELICIOUS. yum yum.
when it was time to go. we took our ways. and said byebye. gonna see them tomorrow at school nyways :D ahhaha

Labour Day

2009-05-02T21:34:00.000-07:00

during 1st of May{♥}

my family and i decided to go on a road trip to seremban.
Eileen,Frank,me and my little sister fiona sat at the back
Okok no problemo. That was until. Fiona started opening her mouth
ALAMAK. keep on talk talk talk...have no idea what the heck she was babbling about
all i knew that she was jus TALKING MY EAR OFF.
this was how the conversation started that includes
Eileen.Frank.Freda.Fiona.Mum.Dad

Fiona: are we going swimming? i like swimming you know. last time me and rebecca owez go swim at waterpark then ah..

Freda:*cutting her off* Shuddap larh! you one day can't open you mouth can't stand is it?people in car dizzy already. you still want to talk their ear off with your NONSENSE.

Frank: eh don't argue already ok?

Freda: you shut up.tell that the to little BIG MOUTH there.

Fiona: stupid jie. u know what i talk ah? i tell my friends don't friend you

Freda: WHAT THE?. DU-uhhh I know english if that ever goes into your Burhhh-raiinn.And why the heck would i know your friends and u ask them not to be friends with me. dweeb.

Fiona: sha gua

Freda: thats the only chinese word u know har? ni bu hui jiang bu yao shuo ok?

Fiona: *Doing MRS grumpy Face*

Eileen: aiyayaya..wo tou tong liao *laughs*

Frank: yea loh

Freda: *sighs in relieft* Finally she stops. Eh mum. traffic lar. reach seremban also already 4pm like that

Dad: 나는 실망이예요 해요.. ok. lets go Damansara Ikea there

Freda: SHEYYYIITTTTTTT. *that girls gonna talk again*

Fiona: *face brightens up* is that swimming pool arh daddy?. WHATS IKEA!

*no one dares to answer*
*in case she starts babbling*

Mum: its a furniture shop. go there shopping ok?
Fiona: buy table ?
Mum/dad/freda/frank/eileen: YES!

Fiona: *keeps quiet along with everyone else*

16minutes later

everyone was glad in a silent mode
Fiona then breaks the silence

Fiona: ARE WE THERE YET?._.''
Mum/dad/frank/freda/Eileen: OMG! no.. garrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh

after that we just let her keep talking to herself
instead of answering her.
the five of us just keep nodding and shaking our heads
in relpy to her answers n questions
just like bobble heads/bobble dolls
till we reached our destination
IKEA.

to be continued.
*part 2

happy birthday CheeHou

2009-05-02T21:28:00.000-07:00

Seiii Chee Hou

Happy 16th Birthday!!

your Getting older and older
Yam Seng :D

PS: i want CAKE!

sohaii prefects

2009-04-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

PART 1

aiiyoyo
today na me shuang
come school relax
suddenly see so many blue blue people come up?
think think think..
._.''
DIAOOOOOOO
sei jorrrrrrrrrrrrr??

fren asks

MEH SI MEH SI?!!
MIE LEH GEH?!
WHAT HAPPEN!!!

margaret ah?!!!
*people start clip hair jor*
no
*people put their hair back*

Pn.Tan ah?
nope
*eiih? nothing de them*

Cik Leong ah?!!!
*people faster run back to their assigned seats*
no laaa sohaii
*all stand up*

Leng Luii ah?
*manny people come see see[boys]*
n
What the.
NO LA HAM SAP YAM LOU'S

Then what?
................
SPOTCHECK!!!!!

everyone was like

OH MY GAWD!

RUN AAA RUN AAA
PHONE KEEP AH
sweet HIDE aaa.
NO la. FAII DIT EAT!
BUt my pocket still got TOFU.
SOTONG.
FISHBALL OSO GOT
faster buang arrhh!
i dont want give prefect rasuah to diamm!
Mou AHH!!LAN FEI NIA!
THEN?
>.<>
DIAO LO DIAO LO!!
then the situation was very..
Funny and at the same time
HASTY

unfortunately
the spotcheck
like mollesting many people so many times
insanity
hands too itchy.
touch ur own grandmama la

my phone also give people keep
even if i hid it somewhere they couldn't find
BECAUSE?
Got some one SOHAISOHAI prefect from our class
mouth bigbig want say
ahha

monday then can get back phone
alamakkkk
(≧3≦)

but as you all know
most of the prefect also bring their own handphones to school
still so lanc want keep other people
noobiies

not saying that all prefects are bad
most of them
And the one's that do this kind of stuff
lan lan c c. like one of them in our class
starts with an A
i refer to them as
*those who know hokkien im sure u know*
JIAK PA BO SU JO DE PEOPLE

--------------------------------------------------------
PART 2

stupid minor problem
want call people diu my friends
some more my Lou po Audrey
sohai soh lan
whole school yours?

jiak sai la

want act gangster
i oso can la

SA*******H
Fucktardious Bastard
NO BALLS
DON'T MESS AROUND

pssstt!
sorry for the vulgarity.
just today wasn't my day
and i'm sure its clear to you all
i really dislike PREFECTS :3

kiim{♥}

2009-04-29T02:50:00.000-07:00

welcome to my blogspot?
hahah
dont mind the vulgarities :D
hahahahhahahhah
be open minded abit harrrrr
thanks :3